I gradually became conscious of my presence as the first rays of the day peered through the cracks of the curtains, giving shape and form to my bedroom.

Usually, I would invest my first woken moments scanning thoughts, feelings, and sensations on the body…

This morning I did not need to. Something was off.

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Want vs need

If there is something we suffer too much from, it is a state of want. The energy of I want is akin to the energy of I wish… there is no attraction, no substance.

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The choice of me being a vegan was already made before this life. At least that is what it feels like in retrospect.

How much of this is nature and how much is of a spiritual nature I cannot say. Neither am I comfortable separating the two, not anymore.

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